Everything just goes wrong; it’s a rancid twist of life,
I thought my life to be totally different,
Look now how I succumbed to fate,
How I thought I would be happy,
Here I am twisting in pain.
It started when I was able to see life for what it is,
I started realizing when I understood people’s games,
Here I stand utterly overwhelmed,
What’s a little old me to do against this burden of pain.
I cried, I rot in envy and jealousy,
To see what’s mine being shared endlessly,
To see my soul and heart being torn to shreds,
To feel there is no positivity and no gain.
How I wanted just a speck of happiness,
Instead am here alone troubled by this madness,
Who was once dear is far away,
Who were once so near seem to fade away.
Things are moving at their own pace,
It’s me who is unable to accomplish,
My life’s goals hopes and dreams,
Here’s a little old sad me,
Crying in immense pain.
