Weird thought!

U know a thought just came to me we all run for democracy and we are the victims of the biggest dictatorship like ever and I never guessed it was FATE!!

I mean if everything is predetermined and predestined then what the hell are we doing? If we fight so much for something and it's not even gonna be ours then why fight at all. Just to see it slip away. I mean we are the biggest puppets at the hands of some three crones as per legend who decide what's gonna happen to us. Pretty darn sad isn't it lol

Well then that leaves the door way open for Hope and bla bla...where are we actually, do stars and fate decide who we are and how things are gonna be for us. Well I don't know but am pretty psyched to find out.

Maybe on my death bed, I shall revisit this blog and then look back and tell myself  all the things that I wanted and all that I was destined for. It's amazing isn't it to know that the blue print to your life is all up there somewhere and someone is grinning over your every wrong move ...BUGGER !!

Well atleast there is some optimism left which makes me think that better things are waiting for me after a period of sheer bad luck( hopefully)...hmmm..better not jinx it huh. But still am totally utterly sad to think that no matter how much I try there alas is no free will..

Sad yet True!!

I need to know!

I need to know,
That I am gonna be fine,
It's so tough now,
My faith's shaken to the core.

I need to know,
Will i be able to survive,
This is a curse or a blessing,
When will I decide.

I need to know,
Love is for real,
It's not an illusion,
That surrounds me more.

I need to know,
I'll be happy tomorrow,
That I'll be myself again,
That I'll stop missing you someday.

I need to know,
There is a future,
My hopes and dreams will flourish again,
My life will be normal someday.