If only!

Would have done anything,
Fought with the world,
Stood for anything, against anyone,
Done everything, said something,
If only you said yes!

For us, I would have hoped,
Would have cried and wailed,
Sailed away, told lies, convinced everyone,
Done enough, left nothing,
If only you said yes!

Left everyone, loved nothing,
Was a lot at stake,
Would not cave in,
Never give in, held tight,
If only you said yes!

Instead, stood alone, fought alone,
Cried alone, died alone,
Sighed alone, broke alone,
Cause you never said yes!

A Song too many

A song I heard,
Its melody so slow,
Full of sorrow, not hope nor glow,
As I listen, my heart sores!

All the memories come flooding back,
How a melody strummed,
Can bring peace or agony at once?

A tear rolls, a smile fades,
How I trapped myself again,
Time flew, but its back again,
That wind that froze, blew again!

A blocked door, found a way again,
That rusted lock, threw open today,
Trapped soul of mine cried again,
My wish never fulfilled, died again!