Blast from the Past

Orkut was the first Social Media experience which I had..literally the most horrible one but still it left me with some good memories. The day my world changed was when facebook came into my life...it's amazing how well we adapt to change and at the same time constantly crib about it. So as I bid my final goodbye to Orkut, I could not let my testimonials dissipate...so here I dedicate one blog post to my friend's and what they thought of me!

So here goes...

Fabeha...dreamin: though had told her once writing her a tsti..but whenever i sat down all prepared to write one for her,a very flash of light used to blind my thoughts every time i tried thinking hard bout her...such is the brilliance ms saran has...smone who can fuel gloom changing the virtue all light and bright...its her mega watt smile that can light a million bulbs in ur heart..giving Edison a run for his invention...the world best emcee...THE STAR OF IHE...
existence of people like her asserts that God and his goodness is still there on this planet.... one of the best ppl i hav come across, and i wish God fills up her life with his incredible surprises...LUV YA A MILLION TONNES!!

Sah!ba: Hmmmm...where do I start? Where do I end?

It gives me immense pleasure to... (Sounds like a speech-hehe !) A lady with the coolest attitude without throwing any, that is. A Great woman of words, dreams and yes creativity -the best way to define her would be calling her a "Brain n a Brawn maverick" individual! A go-getter, usually jolly...but she’s wiz kid fellas! :) –thts Rohinii Moi HINI :)…u can laugh with her till ur tummy aches or cry until ur tears dry out....theres so much to say.... but yeah any guy wud be lucky to have her...but if we're 60 n single we;re together... hehe...amen ;)
And yes loads to follow…….bless us …keep rawking !

PS:- Choclates should reach me asap to write this refreshed testi ;) hehe !

*$w@ti*: I have a list of folks I know...
all written in a book,
And every now and then..
I go and take a look.

That is when I realize
these names... they are a part,
not of the book they're written in...
but taken from the heart.

For each Name stands for someone...
who has crossed my path sometime,
and in that meeting they have become...
the reason and the rhyme.

Although it sounds fantastic...
for me to make this claim,
I really am composed...
of each remembered name.

Although you're not aware...
of any special link,
just knowing you, has shaped my life...
more than you could think.

So please don't think my greeting...
as just a mere routine,
your name was not...
forgotten in between.

For when I send a greeting...
that is addressed to you,
it is because you're on the list...
of folks I'm indebted to.

Purnima: Ok.. this one’s really tough! Nonetheless, an honest attempt! This gal’s gonna go places.. is all set to make it big in life… she’s got this awesome quality to make her voice heard, She’s quite a rebel n I’m quite proud of her bcoz she calls a spade, a spade... She has this ability to rub u off with motivation.. experienced it … She’s an absolute sweetheart, lends her ears everytime u need to talk…
Love u babe… The way u r… Always be the same!

Irishields..: Rohu..or shall I say..the charming dancing queen..or shall I say..the hidden poet(@ her secrate romantic poem diary hehe)Rather i'd just say.. u rock. Can't ever ever forget those crazy IIT rock fest we used to go for..Insane bday parties and movies :) on ur dvd on silent (if u know what I'm talkn abt :D ) the crazy driving classes I had to give u! ur messy cupboard, better than mine though.. sometimes I stop n wonder..half of my lasting memories are associated with u woman.. r rocking batch..oh yes ur so rite! IN SCHOOL WE ROCKED. the way u guys forced me to wear a saari on farewell day :) ur awesome dance performances..my day n nite basket ball n astronomy obsession.. U have shaped half of my happy school days memories woman..not to forget r days in ur colg n those guys i hated n some1 liked :) buzzzzzzz..(yea yea..i cn see thats smile with the B**** comin) stay hot baby!love u!

gunjan: it ws a gud brush up of st. anthony’s i realy mis those dazs tooo….. …if I remem u were the only 1 with brains out of the bunch of weirdos...n if I recal u wer always helpful pushing me with those buzzardious ideas...thtks fr supptng me thru out...lol…wel jokes apart I love u n wish u nevr change in size n soul….hehehe ....ups joke again…I thk der were a lot of stories thtl make u puckish …lol…i stil cant forgt Pooja fiddling with hr hair trying wat hair style I coudnt undrts...sory Pooja bt tht ws 1 thnk I loved in u...luv u all n b in touch...w hav got togthr aftr a very looooong time n hope vl conti..the same way ever…keep in touch luv u chao..hey I said smethng nice today...

Neha~~~~a: hini....can never b another one like her in this janam......great chef......definately acts like a dumb ass sometimes......very loyal & loving......puts in her best at all occassions.....music buff.....one can never stay down in her presence......totally senti & mental.....has a megawatt smile.....i'm so glad tht our paths crossed in this lifetime.....blessed to hav sum1 like u in my life.
luv ya always!

Make a friend... it´s a gift!
Have a friend... it´s a grace!
Keep a friend... it´s a virtue!
But be a friend... it´s a HONOR

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opal-main bohot: LADIEZ N GENTELMEN PRESENTING...thE MosT TALENTED,the most WITTEST,the most prettest,the most CUTEST,the most NATUGHTIEST,the most LEVEL HeadeD BEAUTY in da WHOLE WIDE WORLD......plz puchyo hadz 2gethr 4 MISS ROHINiiiiii
u'd nevr find any 1 like her ....she's one of a kind!!SO um tellin u people dounchyo dare miss a chance of gettin acquinted with ROHOINiiiiii....
and hey if any 1 is wanting an autograph of ROHINiiiiii.....
IT'S available on auction,so contact meeeeee.....
yar sidhi si baat hai,iske saath dosti kane main fayda hi fayda hai ;)
WE LOVE YOU ROHINiiiiii......
ji haan bhaiyo behno aapne sahi pehchana...yeah chaand ka tukda ek din bahut bada sitara banega....umm huun...aahaa... eehe...ohhoo!
aur issi ke saath raPPer kOpAl ka "payar bhara testimonial" karikrm yahin samapt hota hai....aapko yeah karikram kaisa laga; apni raye raPPer kOpAl ko scrap kade....ji jhelne ke liye dhanyvad ;)

Sah!ba: Friendship is......

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Life Fuxx..But i: k...here's for the REAL HOT n HAPPENING thing of Del's social circuit....;)
...i exactly dont really knw dis witch...but watever communication v have, i guess, i'll be able to sum her up pretty +vly...she's ABSOLUTELY adorable..rock star in every damn respect...have pretty str8 fwd views bout every thing in life...dont give a shit to nething thts sarritical...she kinda has an 'i give a fuck' attitude in life..i guess, she's maintained a very fine balance between the way she wants to live life and the way she dreams to live it..to put it in tapori-ish lingo;ekdum bindaas potti hai!..;)
i am DEAD sure, she'll do laurels to herself and one of the sure shots P3 person in comin years...CUDOZ babe!!!!

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It's a small: Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there..she is my sweetest lil sis and I am extremely proud of her. She has grown up into a beautiful and versatile person. She is extremely multi-talented..well the list is long she is an excellent dancer, singer, cook, always chirpy, intelligent, emotional, veryyyyyyyyyyy creative.awesome fashion sense..great communication skills..can never forget her 1-2-3 madhuri number when she was just 4..she could just make everyone go gaga over her...I can go on and on...I love spoiling her rotten and she will always be my "LIL SIS" muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..hugssss...I am lucky to have a sis like her!!!! Nonu luvya and missya tons...

CONFIDENCE: rohini, the ultimate gal...the girl wid a million dollar smile.....an awesome dancer...a wonderful friend and so on and so forth u'll read in the following testimonials....but for me she's one of the very few links with my school life.i've been almost out of touch with everyone but she has been calling and sending thousands of mails over the years to remind me that i'm still remembered.it feels great you know.and yes, she and pooja are the only one's who turn up whenever we plan to have a reunion...fully vella ppl we three are.
school life was pure fun..i started to know her in 11 standard and got very less time with her...but writing a testi for her after so many years easily point out how i feel for her.she's been mad and vivacious person throughout and has been loved for it..hey,rohu don't change yar.you are just THE BEST...........

Tannu: rohini....nonu...behan..the baby of the family....who we just love to pamper n spoil so much. she has an amazin nature...she is funny, witty, sadale, cute, sweet, beautiful, senti & mental, gr8 cook, amazin mimic...an ofcourse...awesome dancer, singer, poet, artist....there r so many cherished memories dat make our life so special...the awesome threesome...hehehe...love u sister..miss u so much.....

bas dictation khatam...hehehe...muahhhhhhhhhhhh ;-)

say: hey rohu!!!!!!!!! i guess dis space is jst too small 2 write abt dis amazing gal. evry bdy has written so much about her dat nuthing is left for me 2 say, she is jst an outstanding gal n 'a true gemini'- dats describes evrything abt her
she is vivacious, multitalented, a g8 orator , got an amazing sense of dressing carried of amazingly along wid her amazing 1000 watt smile(hehehe)
dis is tel u sweetheart dat u hold a very sp. place in my heart n dare u 4get me after m.sc, jaan le lunigi........
god bless u sweets
party hard tc
lov u lots
MUAAAAAAAAAA

awesome......!!!: she is too good and i m proud to hv a friend like her...i dont hv words to write abt her...in simple word...she is simply superb and she is the best...the best thing abt her is her smile...keep smiling always... apart from good thing every person had bad habits too...so she also hv one....i knw her smile is good but she always laugh even on serious things.... just kiddingggggggggggggggg

deepika: What to write about u Rohini.. what u r is what u show.. This girl will make u laugh, giggle and would make u feel that u r someone special.. She is the most mast maula girl i have ever met.. If u hv any prob u can seriously talk with her and solution is waiting for u - for sure!! extremely talented lass - wonderful orator, intelligent student, true friend and most importantly a genuine person at heart. Its been now 5 years that i know her now and no complaints - thats what make her so special.. juz wanna say that b what u r always.. have a great life ahead!!

~~~iShA: well well well !!!! wat do i say bout Rohini ...she is da most rocking gal i hav ever met .... totally a rare specimen....she is a real babe...a multi - talented girl...a cool gal with a cool smile..baas yaar ab aur nahin tune jo kaha tha wo like diya enough yaar!! jokes apart she a sweetheart, a real gem of a person ...it really feels nice n am glad 2 hav a frnd like her.... may god bless u wid more success in life ....cu soon ...tc..b in touch

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****** TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN *******

*This is to certify that she is Decent n Sweet *
******* Cute, Caring and Naughty ********
Fun Loving ,Sensitive, Simple, Sincere ,Good Listener & Always

Helping, Trust Worthy, Honest, well Simply the Best n Unique!!
.............a very special friend...


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kavita jyoti: kya kahu............... a beautiful face.......................a typical punjabi......................gud fashion sense(sikha de yaar)...........excellent communication skills(that too without a mba,keep it babes)..........................on the whole ,a very sharp brain( dont even dare to take it in a negative sense)aur likhu kya (kya kare pitne ka shauk nahi hai na.Itna kahungi just keep scrapping,keep smilin ( pata hai na tax nahi lagta hai ispe)BEST OF LUCK FOR THE FUTURE AHEAD & MAY U NEVER THINK BACKWARDS (8/27/2006)

Shilpa: Rohini -u r the first person i hav heard with this name isn't strange , nyways she is a very bubbly ,vivacious, n sweet girl .The word that best describes her is BINDASSSSSSSSSS, n iknow everyone who knows her share the same opinion wid me wat say ppl.!also she is very practical girl n knows how 2 deal wid everykind of being on this earth,keep it up dear n all d best! (8/23/2006)

vidhi: hey guys!!
lemme tel yu she hs gt d sweetest smile on this earth!!!!!!11
she is an amazin dancer!!!!!!!1
n she is a gr8 buddy to hav in ones life........
'm glad she is my frn!!!!!!!!!
luv ya!!!!!! (8/17/2006)

Shuchika: Hmmm... rohini..watt to say about her... its a long time that we last met bt her memories still dun seem to fade away...although we got to kno each other only in 11th std. ie after cmpltng major part of the school life; it still seems tht its been ages that i kno her... she is a wonderful friend, a wonderful singer, a wonderful dancer and i wd rather say... a wonderful person as a whole!!! u wd srsly enjoi bng in her company and she wd nvr let u feel out of the pack!!! believe me, she is one of her own kind...thanks for being such a good friend Rohini... take care and b the same ever!!! luv ya.. (8/13/2006)

Sah!ba: HINI....a lovely human being...stings like a bee (??)...jesht kidding...one of the most beautiful ppl I have ever come across...a huggie bear definitely and someone I know is a friend for life...destiny led us to walk the same path once upon a time...and Im glad that though the paths have changed, you and I still move with shared joy, sorrow and love...we shall always be n touch ya...n bettr do gal...we hav had the wackied times together...will cherish those memories hini...u alwys walking n my mind as the bubbly lady who jst njoys life at her best...keep tht charm onn gal..n keep rocking always...gawd bless u..*hugs n kisses*-BEE (8/5/2006)

bennifer: Well she is one of the most lively people i have come across and great fun to be with. Although its just been a year since i know her but it seems that i know her for a long time [ was great fun being bio chem prac partners, esp the making the graphs!! }. This gal is a great cook{ love her pastas}, great dancer and a host. She has a great sense of dressing and on top of that a cute chick too! so all u guys check out this rocking gal.... (8/3/2006)

anki: Rohuuuuuuuu is a cutee pie.Her most attractive feature is that she has a JOLLY nature, she is full of life.One can easily be her friend.And one more quality she have is that she is LOYAL with her friends.BE HER FRND U WILL COME TO KNOW................ (7/12/2006)

Harsh!ta: well....wat shld i say bout dis girl!!!!shez really a gem of a person,a cool girl wid cool smile,cool attitude....bt smtimes hot temper(ufffffff..)jks apart rohini is a girl whoz ready to help any1,anywhere n at any time!!shez witty,naughty,confident who likes to read,write,cook,talk,dance.........(actually dis gal is a multitalentd personality).its been jst fw yrs n v ve bcm grt pals n hv a lot of thngs in common....v both like to talk,gossip(he-he)laughing...n v both r really superstitious(jai sai ram)......so u ppl, dere r lot of thngs bout dis lady bt m fallin short of wrds!!!!!!!!n u my frnd ROHINI..WISHING U ALL THE HAPINESS N LUCK IN FUTURE n jst remain d way u r!!!LOVE U. (7/11/2006)

kasturi: o god her testimonials r so amazing ... so well said.. n all of it so true..don't knw wht else to say...but.. rohini is one of most terrific persons i knw... amazing host..she takes crre of the smallest of details...n boy she can cook!!!shez real smart,straight on ur face..can't bullshit wth this gal!open mind....variety of interests,well informed, sooo much fun to hang out wth..ppl can't stop staring! don't knw whthr thts such a gud thng..he he..n last but not the least...drop dead gorgeous!!! also a fabulous dancer... still remember the day we were in 1st standard..ur ek do teen number & the entire skool shouting once more!n the way the scary princi just came n hugged u!!!!...larger than life...
love ya babes! (7/10/2006)

Harleen: ROHINI…she iz da most rockin girl I’ve ever met...her mere presence iz sufficient to alight every one’z mood…I’ve known her 4 a long time(say over a decade!! Whew!)n da charm of r frnship iz growin with each passin moment…it won b mch if I say dat she’z my lifeline…da unconditional support frm her(which I no wud come in every time of need)iz my constant source of strength…da bst prt iz dat she knowz me bas tk care of one thingJin n out n dats y i feel jus so comfi wid her… agar rohu ko gussa a gaya den u’re in deep shit!only god cud save u!!!(sry cudnt help putting in dat ;) ) bt whatever she’z a darling 2 me ”Life Wud Hv Bin Worthless Widout U!”...well nw b4 I get 2 senti lemme tell ya sumthing bout dis real cool gal…she’z got a great dressin sense, her sense of humor iz awsum , her gk on all varyin topics(ahem ahem…);)iz jus so great….after knowin her I don possibly think I cud find a more lovely person…u’re jus d best!b lik dat alwz…luv u…muah… (6/12/2006)

Pooja: rohu is mama goose 2 all us gooselings. ive known her 4 'most 20 yrs now n she stil continues 2 surprise me. she's me bes' pal, chief fashion guru n maker-up advisor, partner in crime ( vel ok, partner-in-pranks), shoppin mate, comfort pillow, fellow book-maniac n movie buff, let's-go-try-out-new-cuisines companion, confidant, i can go on n on........
basically, i love dis gal. she's more than a sis 2 me. she's a frnd 4 life n my life's all the richer 4 it. if u wanna kno wot joie de vivre means, all u gotta do is get 2 kno rohu. she's funny, n u'l never defeat her in a battle of wits.
she's multi-talented. she sings like n angel, is n amazing dancer, writes really well, can turn even trash into pieces of art, n she can cook up a dream (she makes da best baingan ke pakode on da planet). however...... u dont wanna piss her off or she'l blow ur brains off. i always say dis bout her- dis sister's got balls! (4/15/2006)

kasturi: rohini...the thing i remember most 'bout u is the way u laugh..so full of life..remember the most hilarious time we had in nanital,sorry 'bout ruining your floaters and forcing u to trekk in heels...pooja says u never forgave me..u're great fun to be with,absolutely whacky . in fact pooja,u & me are capable of having the maddest conversation on earth without any qualms whatsoever.its been so long since we've met.i think i have a lot of catching up to do. (3/29/2006)

Her Battle: Part II

Vera stood observing Siara at the river with blank expression and deep in thought. She knew she was in one of her moods again. Oh how it drove Vera crazy, how these jiffies challenged her life and enraged her further.

 It infuriated her. She knew then and there what she must do next, hoping that Siara would not have the nerve to go ahead. She had always hated feeling powerless and out of control. Oh how she loathed her. Vera grew from familiarity yet again and knew that she would have to beat some sense Siara tonight. Make her fathom who was in charge of her life. 

Finally, Siara got out of the water, changed her mind thinking she needed courage to end this struggle. She would have to make this tough choice to fight her demons. She knew she could no longer be vulnerable. Siara knew she was growing feeble, her memories fading. It was time to get back what was hers. The thought of supremacy made her pale face gleam with determination, a new strength brewed and she moved like the swift air towards her home in a small country side town. 

Saira had always lived in St. Béchamel: population – 203, a small town which was mainly known for its agricultural land and gloriously beautiful fields. It had always been her home, she had never thought of leaving the place and move in the city, to witness the lights and lead a busy life. She did love it here, she had some wonderful memories and some really dark ones. But still it was her home.

Gliding across the fields she saw Armand high up on the tree looking maybe wishing at the star sprawled sky. She could see Armand's broad body partially blocking the moon light, silently crouching, breathing heavily. For that brief moment their eyes met, he knew and she responded. An unrequited love. As she moved to her east bound cottage she glimpsed back hoping she could catch his eyes again.

Vera kept a close watch on Siara, following her every thought and had her doubts, when would Siara know that Armand didn’t fancy her. He coveted someone like Vera, vivacious red hair, vixen eyes and a mouth so kissable. She knew that Armand could kill the world if Vera demanded it. She knew she would consume him, but she had to wait. The time would come, till then she knew that somehow she had to get rid of Siara once and for all.

Her Battle:Part 1

The epic love people talk about, Siara never believed in it.  She did not believe when people told her she was beautiful, bravura. How exquisite is the twinkle in her eyes, when she is ecstatic or captivated. No she didn’t believe..

To the world she was a fantasist, an articulate soul that needed no reassurance but Saira knew better. She pined to hear true words, to consume them like fire that made her soul burn. She yearned for that day, she dreamed of that day.

One day as she strolled across a cluster of trees, she sat next to a river, whose thundering journey was to meet the sea. Thinking of where her life would lead. She sat with her glimmering hair, radiating in the moonlight like the stars had swathed her. Her pale skin, dead set eyes staring into void. Saira knew that she has very little hope to hold on to. 

As vehement thoughts raced in her mind, she tried to justify her decision of why she was better than many but then can it, would it suffice. Can happiness of certain areas of life fill some void? Saira’s sadness had gyrated into a black hole sucking in all the good things that were around her. Saira knew that she needed to be fearless, she needed valour and she needed love.

But to find love in all the erroneous places was her destiny. She never knew the power of true love, she thought if one ever did. The river was deep, it walloped up against the rocks, moved with a speed, with the intent to annihilate. But as Saira saw the river twirl against a bend,   calm and collected the river took shape. She knew she would not be forgiven, that she would be the cause of sorrow to at least some who loved her. But her grief was more, like the massive surge of water on a full moon night. Powerful. Destructive. 

A tear found its way to her cheek, breaking all restrain. Saira stood up ready to say goodbye to the world, to the ones she was dear, to the ones who loved her….She stood next to the river, welcoming the end…

But does she have the courage to go ahead…..

Wipeout!

Hmm well just to bring some spice to life..yet another challenge beckons me. In this life, we are so into technology that we miss out on some of the wonderful opportunities that life has to offer. With that thought, I am ready to take up another experiment. 

What the task is, you may ask..GET OFF SOCIAL MEDIA!!

Social media has opened up some brilliant avenues to reconnect and network but has actually turned us slightly (*underrated) word anti social. It's a drug that you cannot get enough of. I need a detox..yes that true and the reasons for which I came to this decision were colossal and after introspecting *mainly being taunted actually* I have finally decided to go through, which I figure, a very painful process of rehab.

So the rationales being:

• waking up during the night to tweet/chk fb/insta - I kid you not or maybe just to read (*snoop). Sleeping disorders are not a boon since am an early riser :/
• Missing out on conversations - I become hearing impaired when am connected to SM.
• I know its a good thing that when creativity or wit strikes and you have an outlet but when you are driving or doing something important umm not so much.
• Even when you are with ppl you wanna be around, you are busy tweeting or fbing and then you get one tight slap..which you never anticipated, leaving you red and embarassed.
• You forget to cultivate your own skills. The situation is that bad that you can feel the rust growing and you feel useless.
• You don't join the hobby classes you invested in as you claim you have no time while you are socializing after every 40 mins *yes a frnd did a tweet analysis*. ( thought was that it was a low score - followed by tight slap).
• You are so caught up in the virtual world that you don't want to meet old n new ppl in reality.
• You kinda lose grip on yourself and let your self go. ( Painful really when clothes don't fit you :o).
• You get depressed and at times build low esteem when you see ppl doing shit you are already doing but not posting, when you see others being wittier or who are prettier than you when you are amazing in your own right.
• You don't know your own worth. That's what SM does - it's toxic!

Case in Point: http://www.business2community.com/social-media/55-signs-youre-still-addicted-to-social-media-twitter-0227861#!boGiqG 

So after immense reconnaissance into my current lifestyle I have decided that I need to make some major changes. It's kind of like a disconnect with the virtual world to connect with the real world. 

It's going to be a tough one I know it...but encounters like these make life worth living. So here goes....blog shall continue though...need to vent somewhere right!!!

Pray for me to manage this gigantic task..mon dieu!!

What a World!

It astounds me..and not in the best of intents how cruel the world has become. It's a relentless battle to just get your own way. To quote the very eminent Black Eyed Peas – Where is the love?

I mean just hearing all the stories from everyone around me ..I am turning into a sceptic. Yes and that’s one thing I was always afraid of heading towards. I mean how egotistical would you be to mentally harass your newlywed wife, or to be inconsiderate towards your family, or not care for the feelings of your pregnant wife or let your insecurities rule you and fight with your spouse every day.

It’s just scary that you venture out into a world which is devoid of the things we internally revere and want. Have we become that superficial that we are blind to angst of another…the one you promised to love and respect. Today all we showcase are personalities that are shallow and materialistic. We are so ruled by an external image of wonder that we are losing on what truly matters...a beautiful soul. No am not arguing that you let yourself go, but just to be a good person is a challenge these days.Sex predominates most feelings and morality has gone for a toss. 

There are men who talk to you just to get turned on, and if you don’t respond you are I don't know but to quote someone "DUMB"..I don’t even know what goes in their head. How your intellect is measured in how well you can flirt or sex-text . People outright lie about who they are, their self. On one end they charm you and then you figure out the lies and what then. Is that the person you respect? This is the world we all want to bring our kids in and then we talk of how bad this world has become. Who created this, are we not to question our own doings.

I don’t want to sound like a saint…god knows I have a million flaws  but yes I do question genuine feelings  and my faith lays shaken. Every single day it is broken by a person I trust or I want to trust.

 Am I a cynic…not entirely but surely on my way to becoming one I think.

Toast to and for Life

I thank the ones I love,

I thank the ones who love me more,

I thank the ones who envy me,

I thank the ones who hate me,

Yes you, u and everybody,

For making me a better me! 

To all the tears I've wept,

For all the memories I've kept,

To all the blessings I've received,

To all the things I've done indeed. 

For all the stunts I played,

For all the pro's n con's ,Wrongs or right, To all the decisions I've made all my life. 

For all the beautiful music and sights,

To all my dreams, ambitions and goals alike. 

For all that shall come in succession,

For all the ups n down's is the mission. 

For all the good that I've found,

For all the love that I know now,

For all the people, right or wrong,

For all the things that are to be bestowed. 

I drink at last, holding the cup of life,

Bowing gracefully, taking it in a stride,

A toast to my life, I now raise,

Thanking everyone

Who have been with me always!!!