Heart & Soul!

What can I do to make my heart stop believing,

What can I do to make my soul stop hurting,

Its so hard sometimes, and sometimes seems so easy,

But I know now its not cause my heart wont stop believing.

You did me wrong, over and over,

Picked and dropped me like I was a loner,

It hurt me then and hurts me now,

Broken hearted but still the hope wont die down!

I tell myself everyday,

How you are no good for me anyway,

But then I don’t know why,

Even god wont stop showing me signs.

I think it’s a penance that am suffering,

Don’t know what I did to deserve this thing,

All I wanted was you to love me,

Instead you made a fool of me.

Played with me, toyed with me,

And all this while all I did was allow you to do it to me,

Even now when I know the truth,

Know that you are in her arms,

Saying her name like you did mine,

Hold her hand like you did mine,

All my heart will do is just wish it was still mine.

I know its wrong, I know it’s ended,

I just want you to go away forever,

So that the hurt will not get me,

I want to forget your existence,

I want to forget what you put me through,

To forget that I love you,

To forget that you said you did too!!