Trudge!

What happens when one day you are shown the path that you are supposed to walk on. What if it's different than anything you ever wanted? It seems so forced upon you because even though you know that's what you have to do, you don't want to. There comes a time in your life that you stop feeling things with intensity. Why? I often questioned this but I don't anymore. It's because we are so scared that if we feel things with depth again we might not make it out or survive whatever it is that we are trying to overcome. Often and not I throw myself into a lot of work. It's better to keep yourself so occupied that your mind can only think of productive things, else if it settles into one place, overthinking begins and soon there is a shower of memories, that haunt you like that persistent poltergeist.

We as adults are becoming adept in settling in or better yet forgetting things that make it very hard for us to get our inner self back. We have taught ourselves to be poised and so we forget to be wild. We have accepted the timid pace of life where we all dwell sulking.