I've been writing about heart since a while now
and even though I try to digress from the topic I end up getting a glimpse of
a heartfelt act or a picture that takes me back to it.
You learn a lesson after you get your heart
broken to about a million or more pieces. Yes, you do and I'm not denying that
you become wise after an experience like this. But no one talks of the
suffering only you have to go through. It's like you can feel each piece crack and
shatter slowly. After its done that, it doesn’t end there, you feel the prick of each
piece. Over and over. Every day till the day you survive. Sometimes old wounds
are pricked again and they bleed twice as much. Sometimes some wounds have been
pricked so much that there is no skin on them left to pave way for a scar.
That's when you become numb to the pain, not the pricks. They still continue.
Sure, writers write about their painful journey and you connect with it and find solace in the fact that you're not alone to feel this way. But then
it’s forgotten when you encounter a happy moment of your own. Even though you
felt what the writer wrote through your veins, it stays with you for a few
minutes, hours, days and maybe some months. It might imprint your mind but then
so will many more but that written note, that expression of an emotion, will
forever be etched as a beautiful note in someone's history. It may one day be forgotten but not by that
one person. The one who wrote it, who felt it, who struggled through it, who
freed his/her pain through it. And it will go on living till the writer lives. I don't know who becomes immortal as a result of it, the writer or their journey!
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