OMG I can't believe it. Getting nominated for your achievements is a big deal or at least it should be a big deal. I hate myself for not milking it, I should really be all "Hey, look at me, I'm a Star" attitude but here I am, happy to be just nominated. Something is seriously wrong with me. Being this humble is never really great, you end up missing on a lot of opportunities because I CANNOT SELL MYSELF.
It's almost like always, the minute people get to really know me, then they know my worth and are afraid to lose me. They say one should always toot their horn, I mean sometimes I feel its important also but doing it perpetually just goes to show how shallow and important you want people to think you are. It seems that all that you do is irrevocably just done for the benefit of focusing attention on yourself. It's like when you fall and hurt yourself, one set of people will cry a little, feel the pain and quietly move to attend to the wound but some people are the complete opposite, they will yell and scream and have the entire universe look down at them with sympathy over a small cut or bruise. I just cannot become one of such people.
Maybe I'm built wrong, that's what I think, I'm not really sure!
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