I think it takes time to adjust to life, and it takes practice and tolerance to probably live it. There are so many difficulties that at various points of time you just want to give up. It’s a thin line when it comes to becoming a miserable person. I have many problems of my own probably others might have even bigger but to me they are mine to handle.
How do u proceed? I think to me death is like the ultimate end at least for the suffering than yourself, it’s called the easy way out. I think death is never sudden, every time that u make some mistake or go through some traumatic experience, a piece of your heart the ultimate survival engine losses a piece. Death comes when there is nothing left to give..why some people die early is probably because of this. They loose all the pieces so early in life that they just cannot go on living. The pieces are often broken by your loved ones, whom you care about the most because they are the people who matter to you most of all. You try to be unattached but I guess it’s human nature that you always get attached.
When you think you are about to get love for an attachment you are actually being cursed by the endless hurt. Today I figure when I will anyone close to me will die what will I do even if that person does not even feel the same way. It’s like tuning on each door, knocking it and getting no response. It makes you feel unwelcome in the world. Even though you put up a happy face you always cry on the inside.
Why do we say we need someone because to be alone is so painful. It’s like you are all alone in a room with nothing and just silence which drives you wild .There is no one who fends for you. No matter how much you give love to the world there will always be someone who hates you and doesn’t want you to be around.
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