Why?

If you tell someone you don't want to hurt them, then show them. The way a person treats you, they finally prove your worth in their life, how much they care for your feelings. You never ask someone to love you back or meet or talk till they really matter to you and you don't just go to a place where the demons always win. It happened again today. You sometimes always end up loving people who disrespect your feelings. They make you realise once again that honest and unconditional love does not exist. 

You're not anyone's priority. You're  just an object to fuck with and leave. Your feelings don't matter. You're  just supposed to make everyone feel better. You're not worth fighting for.  You should not keep expecting for the impossible. You should not expect the phone to ring. For the promises made to be fulfilled. For that one person to come and tell you it's going to be ok. To wipe your tears, they caused. For someone to tell you that you matter and for someone to tell you that they love you for who you are. You keep waiting for the impossible to happen, you keep waiting to be told that you are the only one.