I need to know!

I need to know,
That I am gonna be fine,
It's so tough now,
My faith's shaken to the core.

I need to know,
Will i be able to survive,
This is a curse or a blessing,
When will I decide.

I need to know,
Love is for real,
It's not an illusion,
That surrounds me more.

I need to know,
I'll be happy tomorrow,
That I'll be myself again,
That I'll stop missing you someday.

I need to know,
There is a future,
My hopes and dreams will flourish again,
My life will be normal someday.