Depleted!

I'm tired of writing my heart out. Sometimes, I feel that even if I do, does it really help? Does it in any way manage to help deal with whatever is going on in my life? Is it enough to convey my deepest, darkest  feelings? 

I've been busy off late and frankly I have to look for inspiration to hit me because when it does, I'm often busy concentrating on other things. Or maybe, just maybe I'm trying to not face my feelings. That's what life does to you, when you are busy with one thing, it helps to compartmentalize and drop all other issues. If you ever do an analysis of your life, you'll figure out that it's actually the people in your life that cause you pain or bring happiness. When you are on your own, you are self-sufficient . 

So, I decided to take a break from people. They've just been disappointing me since so long, it's a pleasant change. Sometimes you need to b alone. Sometimes you need time with yourself to understand and release all the burden that you carry within yourself.

Find yourself!

OMG like women all over the globe, there is a world beyond your families and kids. Women often forget that they are an individual. So, this new chick at my work place is like in her 40s and of all that she has told me, she is completely dependent on her husband for everything, and I mean EVERYTHING! I mean there are somethings that you want your spouse to take care of but  know that he has a lot of responsibilities too. 

If he is equally sharing it or doing more, the least you can do is not be overbearing. How tough is it to book a cab for yourself, or work your bank or do shit for yourself? It's not that you can't, it's  just that you choose not to. 

Marriage, I've seen is hard work, it is often clouded as companionship and compassion yet consistent work is needed to remain passionate for each other. But in between all of that, amidst all of the craziness of everyday mundane schedule, that's when you need to keep yourself sane and fight for your individuality. You are more than societal labels. You are a person, who needs to find, own and live her own true self.