Today!

Stuck in a loop,

Going round and round,

Just when I thought,

I got it all out.

There it stays, then it catches fire,

It was just buried underneath that big tower,

What do I do?

I need some guidance.

How can I survive?

How will I survive this madness?

This is me am not so sure anymore,

Somewhere I lost me and gained a foe.

I need to be me again,

Need to be sane again,

Seems surreal now,

But I need strength again.

My belief lies broken,

My faith lies shaken,

My clarity is lost,

It’s all seems like a façade now.

Who can I trust?

Who will rebuild it?

Because everyone I meet,

Had made me a victim always.

Is there no sanctity left?

No worth of trust and loyalty,

Since when was love this disappointing,

When did we stop believing?

How will I ever love again?

How will I ever dream again?

When I see myself shattered,

Am unsure to pick up the pieces.

There is nothing left,

Just darkness at the end of the tunnel,

What I learnt today,

Is to be selfish.

Where are the days,

When people used to die for each other,

Where are those days?

When love used to be a temple.

Where is empathy,

Why is this world full of liars,

Why do we fall in love,

With the wrong people.

Then the journey of pain begins,

The curvy way with dangerous twists and turns,

At every turn I stop now,

Not sure if I survive the next turn.

Then when I feel I am okay,

Destiny throws a dice my way,

Tells me my suffering is not over,

I need to cry more tears,

I need to experience pain and fear.

Then I start the journey again,

The bad and the good,

Everyone calls it life,

I call it my mount Everest.