Wow ..has it been this long ...
As I linger to read my blog after ages, I broke a promise yet again to myself. This time even though it is not that great a promise but yet its affected me in so many ways.
The end of an era is what I would call it...I survived, I lived, I laughed and overcame a very difficult time in my life. I finally figured out who are the people who I am meant to have in my life...who matter the most, correction - who will always matter the most. I found new friendship's in places I would not look, I found that quality matters more than quantity. I found out that people at times will use you but there are some who will cherish you.
Got new members added to the family, ones which I adore terribly. Left some more just to be free!
So many regrets which had left me without a soul, the pain has finally lifted..sometimes I feel a twig and it lures me back but then again the spirit to keep moving forward now pushed me forward.is strong.
New resolutions have been made again this year, my precious gems have molded me to appreciate myself more. My knowledge and craft have increased and yet I feel incomplete. A glimpse of hope I saw and hoped would blossom...but it burned away like the rest. It came fast and went away faster, a new beginning which I had hoped would be glorious but as I think about what went wrong, I wonder what ever did happen...Clueless is what I am at the moment!!
Once again thwarted, where do I begin..I don't have the heart for it anymore. Too much pain and misery has already enveloped me..do I dare venture out?
But being the sentimental fool that I am, I know I will and will hurt again...to make resolutions next year again!!!
As I linger to read my blog after ages, I broke a promise yet again to myself. This time even though it is not that great a promise but yet its affected me in so many ways.
The end of an era is what I would call it...I survived, I lived, I laughed and overcame a very difficult time in my life. I finally figured out who are the people who I am meant to have in my life...who matter the most, correction - who will always matter the most. I found new friendship's in places I would not look, I found that quality matters more than quantity. I found out that people at times will use you but there are some who will cherish you.
Got new members added to the family, ones which I adore terribly. Left some more just to be free!
So many regrets which had left me without a soul, the pain has finally lifted..sometimes I feel a twig and it lures me back but then again the spirit to keep moving forward now pushed me forward.is strong.
New resolutions have been made again this year, my precious gems have molded me to appreciate myself more. My knowledge and craft have increased and yet I feel incomplete. A glimpse of hope I saw and hoped would blossom...but it burned away like the rest. It came fast and went away faster, a new beginning which I had hoped would be glorious but as I think about what went wrong, I wonder what ever did happen...Clueless is what I am at the moment!!
Once again thwarted, where do I begin..I don't have the heart for it anymore. Too much pain and misery has already enveloped me..do I dare venture out?
But being the sentimental fool that I am, I know I will and will hurt again...to make resolutions next year again!!!
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