What a World!

It astounds me..and not in the best of intents how cruel the world has become. It's a relentless battle to just get your own way. To quote the very eminent Black Eyed Peas – Where is the love?

I mean just hearing all the stories from everyone around me ..I am turning into a sceptic. Yes and that’s one thing I was always afraid of heading towards. I mean how egotistical would you be to mentally harass your newlywed wife, or to be inconsiderate towards your family, or not care for the feelings of your pregnant wife or let your insecurities rule you and fight with your spouse every day.

It’s just scary that you venture out into a world which is devoid of the things we internally revere and want. Have we become that superficial that we are blind to angst of another…the one you promised to love and respect. Today all we showcase are personalities that are shallow and materialistic. We are so ruled by an external image of wonder that we are losing on what truly matters...a beautiful soul. No am not arguing that you let yourself go, but just to be a good person is a challenge these days.Sex predominates most feelings and morality has gone for a toss. 

There are men who talk to you just to get turned on, and if you don’t respond you are I don't know but to quote someone "DUMB"..I don’t even know what goes in their head. How your intellect is measured in how well you can flirt or sex-text . People outright lie about who they are, their self. On one end they charm you and then you figure out the lies and what then. Is that the person you respect? This is the world we all want to bring our kids in and then we talk of how bad this world has become. Who created this, are we not to question our own doings.

I don’t want to sound like a saint…god knows I have a million flaws  but yes I do question genuine feelings  and my faith lays shaken. Every single day it is broken by a person I trust or I want to trust.

 Am I a cynic…not entirely but surely on my way to becoming one I think.