It's just so funny how when you want to write the most, you always fall short of words. Tonight as I sat with all thoughts cornered that I shall write...what was the question that lay ahead?
I write something and re read it I have this nasty habit just to tweak it. How I wonder it would be so easy to tweak life sometimes too and nooo am not gonna write a emotional blog vomiting all gyan.
It's so fascinating to look at myself, analyze see how I have evolved from the past. I lost myself somewhere, don't know if it's a good thing but I suddenly feel very MATURE. That's a big word for me, Ive all grown up well not all. I still get hyper and excited over little things. I still want to converse in the most wittiest of manner. I still love to twirl when I listen to music, or sing out loud when my favorite song comes. But I also understand how to grow and move on, I understand how to give space. How to forgive ( maybe not completely...getting there), how to see the better side of things.
The thought that often plagues my mind now is where am I heading? Where do I want to go? Who d I wanna be? I am 27 and sadly oblivious to all these questions. i see people around me who are settled, know what they want out of their life and here I am writing in a blog, finding myself. Is it me or are there any more pseudo adults like me?
Lets see...
I write something and re read it I have this nasty habit just to tweak it. How I wonder it would be so easy to tweak life sometimes too and nooo am not gonna write a emotional blog vomiting all gyan.
It's so fascinating to look at myself, analyze see how I have evolved from the past. I lost myself somewhere, don't know if it's a good thing but I suddenly feel very MATURE. That's a big word for me, Ive all grown up well not all. I still get hyper and excited over little things. I still want to converse in the most wittiest of manner. I still love to twirl when I listen to music, or sing out loud when my favorite song comes. But I also understand how to grow and move on, I understand how to give space. How to forgive ( maybe not completely...getting there), how to see the better side of things.
The thought that often plagues my mind now is where am I heading? Where do I want to go? Who d I wanna be? I am 27 and sadly oblivious to all these questions. i see people around me who are settled, know what they want out of their life and here I am writing in a blog, finding myself. Is it me or are there any more pseudo adults like me?
Lets see...
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