A Request!

Sometimes when you feel so lost, your pain often feels more than the other. In that moment you don't realise that the other is hurting more. Their actions seem wrong and selfish, in the heat of the moment you do things you regret. 

It becomes tough to apologise when there is no means to communicate and they become incommunicado. At that moment you really just want to hold that person and tell them that it's ok. 

So, you hope that they are reading this and if they are, you wish they know how sorry you are for your outburst. How you forgot that they are in a troubled space and it must not be easy for them torn between their mind and heart. All you would like to tell them is, even though you hurting real bad, you still want them to be fine and ok. Know that they are being missed terribly and know that they are really loved. They can take their time, you are not going anywhere. 

With this, you hope that they will listen to your plea and atleast look out for themselves since you cannot anymore.