Monday, November 17, 2014

A thought in my mind...

Life is so cruel. It plays tricks on you. You search for something special and you find it but if you are lucky you get to keep it. Otherwise you watch it float away. Right in front of your eyes. You are helpless, you don't know what to do. You try to talk yourself out of it. You try to explain and console your heart. That is what you do. Tears leave your eyes like the words unsaid. The words you so long to say. 

This life is cruel. It teaches you to be crude and hard. Sometimes by taking away everything you have. Little by little it hardens your heart. You become numb. You don't feel things with the intensity you want to feel them with . You drink your own tears. Your dreams crash, your hope shatters. But you know you have to stand up. That one disappointment is added to the unsaid corner of your mind. The one you only open when your heart sneaks a glimpse at your spent life. 

Who says we are happy, we adjust with life. Thats the biggest compromise we make. Not with people,because with them you can fight, argue, debate and at times make them understand. You don't know what will happen in your life ahead. I don't think it matters also. Even if you get ahead, live your life, you still leave all those things behind. You long to hear those words. You want to belong to all that you lost. 

That's life for me. I remember the sad parts and am happy for the good too. But I am a little greedy, I thought i'd have it all.

2 comments:

Anant said...

It's like you dressed my thoughts and confusions up in pretty clothes and accessories, and took them to a BYOB (Bring Your Own Blog).

Moira said...

well thank you :)