Waking Up!

Lying where my body strew,

Spinning memories inside as they grew,

But like the sun shines through the darkness, 

The echo of which reminds me of you.

Again the night got me startled anew.

Mindless of me I was the only one, a belief so true,

Missed your touch, your presence, I felt so desolate,

But then as I woke to the prospect,

It somehow stopped to hearten me still,

 And then the reverie of you so deep it went.

I wished here you were long enough to stay with me.

 But what could I do,

Convinced that my heart was addicted to you,

But you're no longer the one I knew,

Your soul is wrenching up,

Its starting to unveil the truth of you .

 With a distant sound through the head,

A tear drop slowly makes its way again,

Speaking words I always dreaded,

The love of my life has been laid to rest,

Never will trust this world my friend,

For this heart will never mend.

Never got to say goodbye,

Never knew the reason why,

Never to have you in my arms again,

I always thought i'd have more time to spend,

Never got you out of my head,

Never wanted our days to end.