Maybe In Another Life!

Trust is such a fragile thing,

It breaks at the pull of a string,

What do you do when,

They kill it with a lie of no good. 

I trusted you with my heart,

My body and soul,

Bared everything,

Every little piece of me,

My life and thoughts you knew.

Did I ever judge you?

I loved you for who you were,

I was always judged,

Never will I ever recover.

Your chest I wanted to sleep on,

Your arms I wanted to lean on,

Your mind I wanted to learn,

Your heart I wanted some room. 

And then you kill me,

Every single time and now again,

Made me a killer when,

I am the victim of this crime. 

Am I not worthy enough?

Did I not understand your dilemma?

All I wanted in return,

Was for you to not make me cry. 

And then you taunt me,

Haunt me in my dreams,

And then you leave,

Without a way to reach it seems. 

Because you thought it was never meant to be,

You thought there was no future,

Who made sure of that?

You killed me, so what ground my memories have.

I will drift away,

Unspoken and unrequited,

But I will still care,

Because I was honest.

So you hang my memories,

Give them a death sentence,

My heart's tiny pieces.

Will pine for you always. 

What really hurts me though,

Is how you lied and played,

But ofcourse I am only an online affair.

I have no feelings and care,

Because we never met,

I would never get hurt,

Because you never invested,

I was worthy of mistrust ,

Because you never cared for me anyway,

I was never worthy of your love,

Because you never wrote me anywhere. 

So I won't cry this time,

Well maybe just a little,

And maybe I'll lie just a little,

Because no matter what,

I'm still in love a little. 

But one day when my life is over,

You will find the truth,

You forgot and left someone behind,

Who truly knew your heart and soul but you never kind.