Unlucky!

Some people are truly blessed. They encounter in their life, a plethora of people who love them and keep loving them even after they are long gone. Circumstances make sure you are not together, yet sometimes it's a conscious choice. They continue to live their life and shattered lives are what left behind. 

A broken heart may or may not be a sensible heart. I always feel that if you have no connection with someone it is best to let go. But why start something, let it run and then chicken out. Atleast give it a shot. You are lucky enough to be given a chance again, not many do. Why bring someone to a point where they break because of you. There are so many why's, and equal number of why not's. If you have the will to push someone away, you have the will to pull them in too. 

It's a very undesirable place to be at, when you love a person and at the same time have to let them go. It's like a test you have to pass. With flying colours. It hurts not being able to talk to them, tell them things, be close to them. All the hello's have to now be goodbye's. No matter how many motivational quotes or books you read. When you close your eyes, you dream about them. When you open your eyes, you miss them.