Blank!

The tunnels of my mind are murky,

They wait for a path and signs from atop,

What did I do to make you hate me?

Was it something I did, please tell me?

I thought I gave as much and more,

I believed I fed your hungry soul,

Then why I am less than what you want,

You spoke to her about love and more,

Was I not enough for you to crave me?

Am I not worthy of your demons?

But you seemed worthy of mine indeed,

What is it about you I can’t put my hand on it,

I can’t break the spell you have on me,

It hurts so much that you walked away,

I waited days and turned to months without delay,

I didn’t ask for love, knowing you weren’t ready for it,

But I stood by you through your pain every day,

I care and still worry every night,

Even though I might want to choke you at times,

All I asked of you was to stay,

Knowing you were there was enough,

Someday maybe we could walk as friends,

Shielding the hurt we both fret in,

Make a fort so invincible,

To protect each other,

But you walked away that night,

And you never came back to rescue me from my fright.