Bummer!

Why is it that just when you accept the cards that are dealt to you, universe conspires against it. Always. Just when you manage to mend yourself and your ways, fates lay a twisted road ahead. Is it just my luck? 

I vowed to never repeat my mistakes, so that I can protect myself from hurt. Didn't happen. Situations build and people came into my life who made me slightly rethink my ways. Then again the universe threw a curve ball and I landed in a soup yet again. Same old issues, same old story. Everyone is the same. 

Oh no, not that easy they thought, just when I counselled, motivated, consoled myself to get my to my chosen path and get rid of the murky feelings I read this :

Fuck this, this is only for me right. The other does not even give a damn! So why is the dedication and the effort my job? What is this supposed to mean? 

Why is it that only my determination is tested? Why is it that only I make the efforts? Why is it that I am always taken for granted? 

They really should give you a guidebook when you are born. They should keep ready an instructor for life. Where are the seat-belts?Inspite of the fact that I absolutely love roller coasters, I hate this one. Guess I will only know the day my journey ends. Till then no sorry universe, I am just not gonna intervene. You do your thing and I will do mine.