OMG I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!
Hehe ok so this post might be a litttle chirpy because (hic).... You get the drift. Ok so yada yada tears...bla bla...tears...bla bla slaps bla bla tears bla bla male bashing happened. It was soul cleansing. There is no one who can make u feel great but ur friends.
After drinks and tears ( damn I miss twitter) it's been almost more than 10 days I think I've read twitter because hello totally off limits it was by my friends. I read it once in btw and cried my eyes out in office, What a mess I was ( still am a little), Left half day and my friends who took an off to drink ( alcohol- second best friend). So off twitter since then but I miss it. I totally miss it. I miss reading others, I miss venting. But hey thanks to blog I can vent anything random that comes to mind. Whenever it comes to mind.
Anyway, today after the overload of drinks and ahem forced dance with a cutie at the bar ( totally bffs idea), there was this amazing moment of clarity. Things in my head are clear. Here life, here I come.......I have cried enough, i've been hurt enough, I have longed enough. If it's not meant to be so be it. I've prayed enough and it sucks to be at the mercy of humans. So bas "this too shall pass", I survived once before and I will again this time ( this is not 4 Cosmopolitans, 2 shots speaking hehehehehehe). Life is meant to be lived. To smile. To love and be loved. To travel. To be kind. To be a good person. To be needed. To be wanted and desired. To be totally and utterly crazy. I've cried enough. I need to smile, I need to live. I need me back.
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