Tell him...

Nobody knows what he means to me,

Our time was supposed to be serene,

Of similar hearts which bleeds the same,

Of memories that haunt us within,

I wish he would know that,

I really wish I could tell him that. 

He knew not where I went,

But he was on my mind till end,

In my heart, near my soul,

In my breath and dreams galore,

His voice never left me alone,

His laugh never let me snore,

I wish he would know,

I really wish I could tell him that. 

He's the meaning that brought back life,

His moods and him affect me inside,

The curve of his neck embedded in my mind,

How his fingers traced my soul every night,

The inspiration to feel the fire ignite,

He's the one that made me try,

I wish he would know,

I really wish I could tell him that. 

I want him near me saying,

No games, no pretence, no playing,

No acts that he may see right,

Just him and me under a starry night,

Maybe I thought I was what he needed,

Maybe more today than yesterday,

I wish he would know,

I really wish I could tell him that. 

Life leads to a mess unchecked,

Happens to everyone and same,

But should we not take a leap,

When there is a chance which seeks,

A hand that helps you out of mud,

A ear that listens to all your rut,

A tongue that licks the tears away,

A hug that makes you go insane,

I wish he would know,

I really wish I could tell him that. 

So many secrets we slay everyday,

So many people who might want and play,

You don't wish him steal you away,

But you kill the hand that takes him away,

To seek pleasure without the pain,

But not every pain is the same,

Does he know this fact,

I really wish I could tell him that. 

I beg and and I implore,

Hoping he will feel a little more,

For the happiness that surrounds me whole,

His presence does this more than he knows,

Maybe it's just my bubble in which I soar,

Maybe he doesn't feel it indeed some more,

Maybe he wants someone else's greed,

Maybe he politely pushes me seaming,

Maybe I am losing a part of my mind or all,

So helpless yet again I feel,

Can anyone tell me please,

Is this how life's supposed to be is all?